insomnia...



Is hope about now or later.
Is it a ticket for a train or a plane?
the journey of hope,
Is it for the here and now
or Something to hold on to
until the invisible becomes visible.
A Someday ticket, that until it comes, fills the void.
Might we humans wish, there was no such thing as hope?
if hope doesn't exist, that means all is well- right now this every minute.

Hope, we don't need you, immediate gratification is ours for the asking.
A world without hope, what would that look like?
When hope is gone, what takes it's place?

Is it better or worse?
Are we happy or sad?
Do we feeling like something is missing?
Is it easier to find or lose hope?
What will you hold on to if hope doesn't exist?
Does believing in God bring automatic hope?
Is hope still there if you don't believe?
or would you even care?

Do you see hope as a crutch, used only when one is weak?
Are you scared to hope?
Do you consider hope a weakness, to be overcome at any and all costs?
Does hope bring any comfort? Is it suppose too?

How often do you hope? Daily or only when you are feeling a bit strange?
How would you describe hope to a child? or would you?
Do we need hope to survive? When was the last time you hoped for something?

This is why I have insomnia. Welcome to my world...